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About Me Member Digital Artist AmayaKouryuu27/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Gomen

Tue Oct 21, 2008, 10:21 AM
  • Mood: Overwhelmed
  • Listening to: Devoted - Lacuna Coil
  • Reading: Eragon
  • Watching: SM
  • Playing: .....
  • Eating: .....
  • Drinking: Coffee
I'm sorry I haven't been on much, life an all that. I was sick with bronchitis for over 3 weeks for one. :P I've been trying to improve my financial situation by pet sitting as well. Then I've been doing work on my place and I've been getting ready for when my bestest friend and two of my other friends come to visit me for my birthday. Which is the 27th, btw.

It's kind of weird to me that I'll be 28 in 6 days. I don't feel 28... I feel younger, but then again... I also feel much older. I know that's strange, but that's just how I feel. Physically, for the first time in a LONG time I feel younger, but I've always felt really old in every other way. *shrugs* I can't explain it well though. lol

So yeah.... one other thing.... umm... I have been in contact with someone from HS, other than my best friend. Let's just put it this way.... I've been in love with him since I was 16... he is my first TRUE love. :blushes:
The thing is, I'm going back to Nashville with Trish, my BF, for Halloween... and I might get to see him for the first time since 2002. ^^; I'm so excited, anxious and scared to death all at the same time! Every time I think of him I get this fluttery feeling in my chest and my stomach goes to my throat. I have been having EXTREMELY realistic dreams about him for the past month. So realistic that I wake up from them feeling like they actually happened. I can still smell him and feel his touch when I wake up from them. The scariest part is that some of them have already come true in life... and I've always had premonition dreams. That scares me because of the content of the dreams that HAVEN'T come to pass... yet. They are all sequencial too... *gets goosebumps all over* which is really freaky because that has never happened before. ^^;

Also.... Trish told me a lot of things about him from back in HS. She told me that he was in love with me back then and that I made him feel like a little boy. :blushes: I don't know if he still cares for me or not, but whether he does or doesn't... I NEED to see him, even if it's just once more. *sighs* I know that in all reality we most likely won't get together, but still... I really do wish that we could. Still, wishes hardly ever come true... that why they are called "dreams". Well it doesn't matter if we get together or not, I just want to see him again.

So anyways... that's the quick version of what's been happening... ja!

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: My Home
  • Interests: Art, Writing, Anime, Sprituality, Animals
  • Favourite movie: LOTR Trilogy and Memiors of a Geisha
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescense, Tori Amos, Jordin Sparks, Boa and I.T
  • Favourite genre of music: ALL (leave out Gangsta Rap and Country ;P )
  • Favourite artist: Luis Royo, Yuu Watase, CLAMP
  • Favourite poet or writer: JRR Tolkien, Terry Brooks, Midori Snyder
  • Favourite photographer: Lauren Dillon
  • Favourite style of art: Manga/Anime
  • Operating System: iMac G4
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Shell of choice: My own thank you
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything feel like putting up ;P
  • Skin of choice: Mine again
  • Favourite game: Any Final Fantasy
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hotaru Tomoe/Sailor Saturn
  • Personal Quote: All that is known is still infinatly less than what remains unknown.
  • Tools of the Trade: Freehand, photoshop, pencils, pens

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It's been years, but I'm happy to see you're still around :hug:

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"If one person understands, it was worth the trouble."
You can't seriously be 27. I'd think someone of that age would have enough common sence... enough maturity to draw your own stuff.
Seriously.
I have put on new stuff on DA, and no one bothered to look :(
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*nya* :kitty:

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J-Cat
interesting.

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You lose the game!
I absolutely love your gallery. Thank you for all the amazing art work ^_____^

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The moon lights a path and the wind whispers a name... I will answer my calling...
You haven't come on to deviantart for a long time... my friends and I miss you a lot.

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:hungry::typerhappy::deviation::work::library::hungry::strong::popcorn::typerhappy::emailsend::gallery::stereo::hungry::brushteeth::heartbreaker::mobile::drunk::teevee::sleep: That is how I spend a Saturday. I often go here::toilet: on Saturdays too.
I'm really worried about you. I hope your life is going alright. :heart:

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Amaun.//. ERA 16
Spa'ring :heart: Virus

:star:Commission Info:shamrock: [link]

:blackrose:"Every day of our lives has the potential to best the best day we have ever had.":rose:
I'm so sorry about the last comment from me on your page here. I promise that I didn't post that! I have no idea how it got there, and it is appearing on all of the deviant pages in which I watch. Just don't click the link, it may be bad for your computer or your account here...

UGH! This is ridiculous!

*~Petperks16~*
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what up.
Hey, whats going on? 23/female.. come chat with me on this website CLICK HERE

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☆~You can see my face~☆
~☆But not my soul☆~
☆~For what's within~☆
~☆Not even I know☆~
what up.
Hey, whats going on? 23/female.. come chat with me on this website CLICK HERE

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PLEASE LOOK AT THIS!!!: [link]

Alice: "I think she's having hysterics..."
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If you want people to see your art, let me give you some tips. Just click here --> [link] <--

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